Kenapa....? by Adam Ismadi

i luv this entry via SMS. its so easy! though it will cost me 50sen per entry but its worth every sen i suppose! hehehe... i can continually update my blog all the time!!!

if u've read my SMS entry, had a meeting in HQ yesterday at 3pm. i was late! i came in around 3.05pm i blame the traffic surely but its actually who has under estimate the traffic situation during that time!!! though i was late my senior colleague waited for me before he starts the meeting. all respect for his for doing that.... and he did the most impressive thing before he began the meeting...

btw all head of departments, project leaders are there, and my senior colleague introduced me to everyone! i've only been here for less than 2 months! i really respect this guy, he is open, informative, thoughtful, professional, and always willing to guide me all the while! he is just a fellow colleague... albeit senior. on top of that my boss is just the best boss in the world! hehehe...

i am glad to be in this company doing what i am doing... i've join the network-techie GURU group...

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noticed all photos from my blog? its all been taken using my trusted old Canon Powershot A40 (2MP) digicam. i've recently 'sold' the camera for RM800 and its underwater casing for RM400 and both 128MB CF for RM80 each. all sold!

i've bought a new 512MB CF for RM380 but have yet to buy a new camera. i however do know what i want, which is a Canon Powershot A80 (4MP) digicam. i've only ask one shop... the retail price for the camera is RM1699 and i've asked this one shop that would sell the A80 for RM1288! very cheap ah? i'll ask a few more shops in Bukit Bintang/Sg Wang are... coz i think its the cheapest place to buy digicams! anyone has any other place to buy the A80?

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:-) those are my favourite fat-soaked junks i like to hoover down my throat whenever i am at Chilli's. so hmmm i had those last night, on our date.

we were there from 7pm till almost 11pm. talked, poured our hearts out, and stare at each other (in a good kinda way)... hehehee.... X already has a BF. but somehow X pointed out that i still hv a fighting chance... he is a great guy. really envious of X's BF. we'll see what happens....

the thing is i am already dating someone else. day by day we are getting more and more serious. i dunno... its too soon for me to settle down... its too soon...

so i'm just gonna sing,.. yang mana satu, idaman kalbu... boleh tahan beribu batu... its actually a jinggle of an old car advert. i think its toyota starlet, yg the signal lights ada macam 'star'. wooo this was sooo long ago.... siapa ingat?!

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what? really ahh... i really hv no idea that the finals is this weekend. dunno who got into the finals, but i am sure siti nurhaliza surely would be one of them... right? hmmm.... i'll watch it i suppose. if i am home at that time. seriously i do not watch TV. i just bought a brand new TV + DVD player and installed astro too... well, i think its a pre-requisite item of a 'complete' home i suppose.

getting a seat in the cinema for LOTR : ROTK is so freaking difficult... i'm tired of trying. i'll just wait till next week i suppose! or the week after... i bought the extended version of LOTR : FOTR and my bro bought the extended version of the LOTR : TTT which i've yet to watch. so gonna borrow my bro's VCD and watch that first, just to fill the gap before i get to watch the ROTK in the cinema.

Asam Garam said that my blog is in the NTV7 forum... cannot find the thread and the search engine is down. its ok i guess... nothing i can do of other ppl's perception of me. there are a few thing that has been going on recently, and i've had the guts to write it down here...

i'll tell when i am ready... btw hv a date with X in KLCC nothing fancy... dinner/chit-chat... i think we'll just be friends laa... as friendship last longer that a romantic relationship... that's what i would think!? would u agree?

Posted by AdamIsmadi at 5:24 pm | Permalink | Comments

to the person who took that photo (if u r reading this?), i guess u always have the eye for great compositions. btw to u guys my readers... most photos i've used in this blog are actually his compositions. i normally do only the underwater shots. btw if u r reading this, (i doubt u'd read my blog) it has been a long while since our last holiday together... missed that the most!

btw, the pic was taken in Berjaya Redang Beach Resort, Teluk Dalam Besar, Redang Island. and to me, berjaya redang beach resort is the BEST place to just relax chill, no distractions, no discos, not too many people, good food, great beach, its perfect for me, in Malaysia that is. and the price is very resonable too! i would come here annually...

Posted by AdamIsmadi at 10:19 am | Permalink | Comments

ok this is a story, dan ada pengajarannya sekali i think. it happened to dear friend of mine long time ago. so here goes the story...

one saturday night another friend of mine and him went for a walk in Jurassic Park. hmmm i guess their purpose are totally innocent or thats what they told me!? saja jalan2 boring2... nak borak2 they say... so my buddy met this one guy who is totally interested in him. the guy's line was like this... i quote loosely what he said,

'abg tak ada apa2'
'abg tak ada kereta'
'duit pun seberapa'
'muka pun biasa shj'
'apa yg abg ada hanya lah kejujuran dan keikhlasan...'

hence the KDK (kejujuran dan keikhlasan) case... how dare that guy?! he has the nerve to use the 'pity card'?!! ohh come on grow up will ya!? the 'please pity me situation' should never be played by anyone! its just too degrading and who is he trying to fool here?

so in this day and age, only 'kejujuran dan keikhlasan' won't cut it. its just not substantial enough... most people would like some form financial security or the very least, someone that could handle their financial woes themselves amongst other thing!

in a perfect and idealistic world, KDK would sell like hot cakes out of the oven! oh come on... wake up and smell the coffee! Only KDK won't get anyone, anywhere. KDK exclusively just don't make the cut.

all of us or i'd say most of us, try to improve ourselves in all possible way, all the time. if at the end of the day, KDK is the ONLY thing that one can offer, all i can gather is he/she HAVE NOT put enuf work on it!

to you guys who has only KDK to offer... i wish u all the best...

Posted by AdamIsmadi at 12:22 pm | Permalink | Comments

i hate talking of love... does it actually exist? or just a reaction when ever sinaps misfire?! i quote the song because i like the song. i didn't actually say that i was in luv...

though really hating the love talk, here it goes...
on second thought... no. i'd rather not write it here.

just for the record i am not in love... or rather not yet in love!

hehehehe... fair explaination right?

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that is the actual line of the song just before the chorus kicks in... hehheheee who can guess??? who sang that song and the title...

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its been great, i love what i do. its the kinda thing that i would even do for free. my immediate boss is so supportive, understand and trust me. i cannot think and wonder if a job could ever be any better than this. this morning just recieved an email from my boss' boss which is the asst. GM of the bank. he wants me to do something, which i think is weird because,

1. i do not report to him, my boss reports to him!
2. i am doing networks but he wants me to do more research on some application. which i'd gladly do because its really interesting!!!
3. heirarchy is not properly formed, its great because less 'red tape'.

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i love my Canon Powershot A40 so much. but even the canon people said that there's nothing much that they can do to resuscitate my camera. it is dead. so housemate has agreed to pay me a compensation that we've agreed upon. ok laa... so hmm... no more new photos. still i cannot take any long leave now since i'm still in the probation period. baru 1 bulan setengah. another 4 and one half months to go!!!

i feel so handicapped though on the other hand i can now plan to buy the all new Canon Powershot A80!!! hehehehe....

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yeah beginning from tonight i will write a daily report on my workout. so i'll include what i did in the gym daily. this is also gonna be my workout journal just to keep track on things in the gym.

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yeah... it is up now! so pretty happy on how everything is going on. i've installed astro, phone line, streamyx. even thought i am hardly ever at home, its a comfort to know that everything is ready when ever i need them. but its pretty wasteful i think. streamyx has dropped down their price, am paying rm66 a month now. which i think is a great deal for always on psudo high-speed internet connection! heheheheheee.....

why do it get up late these day? i should already be up by 7am but noo.... i got up today at 8.30 even though i slept at around 11pm! this cannot go on like this!!!

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whats the significant of 10 Syawal? maybe nothing to u guys... but to me... it means that it has been 40 days (since 1st ramadan) since i last had sex or any form of it, not even masturbate! hehehehee.... its actually a test for me... the last 10 days was particularly challenging!!! morning hard-ons... that hurts! i had to fight to keep myself together! haahhaaa.... but it is the 40th day today.... and i've just reached my target!

i feel as if i have more energy! and i think less of sex now i guess.... it is NOT like the josh harnet movie 40 days and nights. i think its much easier, at least for me it is! i feel so in control of things. i feel as if i can do anything!!! hehehheee.... hv no intention to 'bukak puasa' just yet... just gonna let it be and let it takes its course.... not gonna masturbate, tired of that.

hehehehee... this is my first entry regarding my sex life... or LACK OF IT! hehehehe... and its by choice... :-)

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